May 3rd, 2002


vicarious living through TV

The recent episodes of Scrubs and ER have been draining. On Scrubs, Elliot had to decide between her soul mate and her career. Neither choice was a good one. In the end, she broke up with Sean. It's not the choice I would have made.

On ER, Dr. Greene is dead, and there is a huge void in the ER. Dr. Weaver can't handle it, and Carter will be expected to fill his shoes. Unrealistic, and possibly dangerous.


And hotmail is being annoying. It REALLY wants me to upgrade to 10 megs of storage, and started bouncing emails back as soon as I hit 2 megs. I archived a lot of the emails, and now have more breathing space. Whew.

Lela's mom wants to come over and take some pictures of my freezer, since it is filled with pints of ice cream. She can't find her camera, though...

Funeral In His Heart - by October Project

He had a dream
Haunting him at night
It would fly into his hands
So he tried to cage it
But he only made it fly away
He heard a song
It was running through his mind
It was singing from the past
So he tried to sing it
But he found he could not make it last.

The world is falling apart
He's getting older
And there's a funeral in his heart

He was alone
With a picture of his life
On the outside looking in
So he tried to change it
But he lost the person he had been

The world is falling apart...

Thunder moving under the mountain
Thunder in his dreams
Hoping that there must be a word
For everything he means
He had a love
It was keeping him alive
It was someone else ago
So he tried to hide it
But he knew he'd never let it go

The world is falling apart...