February 19th, 2002

happy!!

nothing's shocking...

I finished Dracula the other day. It took me a while to get into the journalistic style, but I enjoyed it. I might have to give Dangerous Liasons a second chance after this.

Also, I went to the second Alpha class this morning. It was called "Why did Jesus Die?" Again, none of the information was new to me. And again, the videotape was well done, but I felt little or nothing while I watched it.

Jaded. Desensitized. Drained. Religion is the opiate of the masses, but what happens when the high can't be sustained? I used to be a Christian years ago. I understand where they are coming from, but it washes past me. I will keep on going though. It's worth the effort.

I have been listening to the nin 2 disc set quite a lot recently. The songs are amazing on the bonus CD, especially song 7, "and all that could have been."