January 12th, 2002

happy!!

I need a larger bed

Sarah called me while I was at work, which brightened my evening. I also had a long conversation with her when I got home, although Mike was in the next room playing Fallout, so we didn't get to continue the serious conversation from earlier. Still, I love hearing her voice, and she is one of the very few people I can talk to for hours and not get bored. Eventually, she started yawning, so we called it a night. I wish we could sleep together, but someday we will again.

We have a future together, but which future is uncertain. She's going to have to be honest about me with her friends and coworkers. I have some decisions to make as well. The future is scaring me, but also exhilirating me.

I want to say "we" and "us" more often.