June 2nd, 2001


tired and bored

Well, I have spent the last two days NOT calling her. Being tentative and letting her decide how much contact she wants to have is annoying, but probably the wisest choice for me to make. If she hasn't called me after a week, then I will call her.

This is the first Saturday I have been off in quite a while. I don't know what to do with myself. I definitely need to do some cleaning and vacuuming, and having a free day means I have no excuse not to do it.

I wonder how many other people automatically turn on the computer as soon as they get home instead of hugging someone. It's a poor substitute for a girlfriend, but I suppose it's better than nothing...

I am lonely.