hakeswill (hakeswill) wrote,

I am missing Katerina, but she was never mine to begin with. Sounds foolish, but it is the truth. I like her a lot. I think we are good for each other. But she is depressed, and not communicating at all, and it's depressing me as well. I think she is isolating herself from everyone. I am trying not to take it personally, but it still hurts. One of her friends said that she is not herself, and that she needs to get used to being back. Part of me hopes she never gets used to it. I want her to come back to me. But what is the best course of action for her?

Sigh. Ignoring the world was easier. Just playing computer games, reading, and watching movies was easy. But now that is not enough. I am feeling again. I am wanting again. Once again, Hope is stabbing me in the heart. Damn you, Pandora.

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