hakeswill (hakeswill) wrote,
hakeswill
hakeswill

sigh...

Well, I sent my ex an email yesterday afternoon, asking if she would like to take the train down to the Borders bookstore today. She showed up while I was at work last night to tell me that she was working, and could not go. She has been very busy, and hasn't had time to see anyone. Then she said that a trip like that would be the proper "context" for us to see each other. Sigh... How did we wind up this way?

It really hurts that I am so low on her list of people that matter. Sometimes I just want to give up, and say the hell with it. But I can't. Even if she continues to ignore me, my feelings for her still remain. She is worth the pain and the lack of attention, although it is definitely not helping my self esteem.
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