hakeswill (hakeswill) wrote,

the letter I sent her on Thursday

I was very surprised to see you yesterday. I was not expecting you to be there, and I didn't know how to act. I would like to know how you felt when you saw me, since your reaction was cool at best. I understand that your free time is limited while you are down here, and you are probably going to be pigeonholed back into "daughter" mode, but I would like to be your friend.

My thoughts about you change by the hour, but they always come back to love. The emails you sent me while you were at college were in wildly different tones, and I am guessing that your feelings regarding me change a lot as well. I wanted to send you packages, cards, and flowers, but I didn't think they would be appreciated. I only emailed you when the need to communicate became too strong.

You probably don't want me as a boyfriend, and that hurts. Still, I would like to be your friend. Is there any room in your life for me? I miss spending time with you. I can't change our past, but I am willing to do almost anything for you in the present and future. Please call me.

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