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    Sunday, October 25th, 2009
    2:58 pm
    Sing For Absolution - by Muse
    Lips are turning blue
    A kiss that can't renew
    I only dream of you
    My beautiful

    Tiptoe to your room
    A starlight in the gloom
    I only dream of you
    And you never knew

    Sing for absolution
    I will be singing
    And falling from your grace

    There's no where left to hide
    In no one to confide
    The truth burns deep inside
    And will never die

    Lips are turning blue
    A kiss that can't renew
    I only dream of you
    My beautiful

    Sing for absolution
    I will be singing
    And falling from your grace

    Sing for absolution
    I will be singing
    And falling from your grace

    Our wrongs remain unrectified
    And our souls won't be exhumed
    Thursday, September 24th, 2009
    8:24 am
    Djarum
    Goodbye, clove cigarettes. Missed is too strong of a word, but you will be remembered fondly.
    Thursday, July 16th, 2009
    8:53 am
    nifty
    Yesterday, aound 4 am, a customer asked me "Why are you so awake?" immediately followed by "Why are you so alive?" That's one of the coolest things anyone has said to me.

    Current Music: Owen - Bad News
    Sunday, April 19th, 2009
    1:59 pm
    Your Ex-lover Is Dead - by Stars
    When there's nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire...

    (Him)
    God that was strange to see you again
    Introduced by a friend of a friend
    Smiled and said "Yes, I think we've met before"
    In that instant it started to pour,
    Captured a taxi despite all the rain
    We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
    And all of that time you thought I was sad
    I was trying to remember your name...

    (Her)
    This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
    Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
    Now you're outside me
    You see all the beauty
    Repent all your sin

    It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
    I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
    I'll write you a postcard
    I'll send you the news
    From a house down the road from real love...

    Live through this, and you won't look back...
    Live through this, and you won't look back...

    There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
    You were what I wanted
    I gave what I gave
    I'm not sorry I met you
    I'm not sorry it's over
    I'm not sorry there's nothing to say

    I'm not sorry there's nothing to save...
    I'm not sorry there's nothing to save...
    Wednesday, April 1st, 2009
    2:29 pm
    Let the Right One In
    "Creepy, but sweet" is how my coworker described this Swedish vampire film I gave him to watch. The movie is good, and it's a horror, not an angsty teen romance. The book is 10 times better, though. I am getting friends and coworkers to watch the movie and read the book before Hollywood kills it with a US version.

    "Be me a little."
    Wednesday, February 11th, 2009
    1:42 pm
    Silent Shout - by the Knife
    I never knew this could happen to me
    I know now fragility
    I know there's people who I haven't told
    I know of people who are getting old

    Wish I could speak in just one sweep
    What you are and what you mean to me
    Instead I mumble randomly
    You stand by and enlighten me

    In a dream I lost my teeth again
    Calling me woman and a half man
    Yes, in a dream all my teeth fell out
    A cracked smile and a silent shout
    A cracked smile and a silent shout

    If I explain it once thoroughly
    He'll have you later 'cause it's never free
    You were at the gigantic spree
    I caught a glimpse, now it haunts me
    I caught a glimpse, now it haunts me
    Saturday, December 13th, 2008
    1:39 pm
    Amazon?
    My current Amazon shipment tracking, keeping in mind that I am 18 miles outside of Philadelphia:

    December 12, 2008 10:03:00 AM BELL CA Arrival Scan
    December 10, 2008 12:09:00 AM PHILADELPHIA PA Arrival Scan
    December 6, 2008 08:50:00 PM CINCINNATI OH Arrival Scan
    December 4, 2008 07:24:00 PM LEXINGTON KY Shipment received by carrier
    December 4, 2008 07:23:00 PM LEXINGTON KY Shipment has left seller facility and is in transit

    ugh.
    Sunday, December 7th, 2008
    1:36 pm
    brothers on a hotel bed - by death cab for cutie
    You may tire of me as our December sun is setting 'cause I'm not who I used to be
    No longer easy on the eyes but these wrinkles masterfully disguise
    The youthful boy below who turned your way and saw
    Something he was not looking for: both a beginning and an end
    But now he lives inside someone he does not recognize
    When he catches his reflection on accident

    On the back of a motor bike
    With your arms outstretched trying to take flight
    Leaving everything behind
    But even at our swiftest speed we couldn't break from the concrete
    In the city where we still reside.
    And I have learned that even landlocked lovers yearn for the sea like navy men
    'Cause now we say goodnight from our own separate sides
    Like brothers on a hotel bed
    Like brothers on a hotel bed
    Like brothers on a hotel bed
    Like brothers on a hotel bed

    You may tire of me as our December sun is setting 'cause I'm not who I used to be
    Friday, November 7th, 2008
    8:50 am
    the heart remains a child - by everything but the girl
    i dreamed about you again last night
    you never have the same face twice
    but i always know it's you
    and you're always looking better than you really do

    and i walk around the whole next day
    feeling like i've still got something to say
    but i don't know what it is
    i don't know how to reach you even if i did

    do i wanna hear that you forgive me?
    do i wanna hear you're no good without me?
    am i big enough to hear
    that you never even think about me?
    why should you ever think about me?

    and i thought that i'd outgrow this kind of thing
    tell me, aren't we supposed to mature or something?
    i haven't found that yet,
    is this as grown-up as we ever get?
    maybe this is as good as it gets

    years may go by,
    i think the heart remains a child
    the mind may grow wise,
    but the heart just sulks and it whines and remains a child
    i think the heart remains a child

    why don't you love me?

    why don't you love me?
    Monday, April 21st, 2008
    7:51 am
    Don't Take Your Love Away - by VAST
    I'm looking for an inspiration
    And I think I found it in your heart
    It's the kind of thing you get when you're not looking
    It's the kind of thing you had from the start

    Put me on a ship that is sinking
    On a voyage to an untamed land
    Take away the freedoms I wanted
    I understand

    Please, don't take your love away from me
    Don't take your love away from me
    Please don't take your love away from me

    Please don't take your love from me
    Please don't take your love from me

    Put me inside flesh that is dying
    A ghost that wanders without rest
    Buried by desires and weakness
    I understand

    Please, don't take your love away from me
    Don't take your love away from me
    Please don't take your love from me
    Please don't take your love from me
    Hmmmmmm
    Hmmmmmm
    Tuesday, March 4th, 2008
    8:47 am
    Brompton Oratory - by Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds
    Up those stone steps I climb
    Hail this joyful day's return
    Into its great shadowed vault I go
    Hail the Pentecostal morn

    The reading is from Luke 24
    Where Christ returns to his loved ones
    I look at the stone apostles
    Think that it's alright for some

    And I wish that I was made of stone
    So that I would not have to see
    A beauty impossible to define
    A beauty impossible to believe

    A beauty impossible to endure
    The blood imparted in little sips
    The smell of you still on my hands
    As I bring the cup up to my lips

    And no God up in the sky
    No devil beneath the sea
    Could do the job that you did, baby
    Of bringing me to my knees

    Outside I sit on the stone steps
    With nothing much to do
    Forlorn and exhausted, baby
    By the absence of you.
    Saturday, March 1st, 2008
    11:29 am
    fluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
    So, it wasn't a cold. It was the flu. I have been forced to take three days off from work, coughing the whole time. And I have infected one of my roomies.

    Played lots of WoW, grinding rep. Bored bored bored. Watched a little TV, and only read one book. All systems weakened. No appetite, no thirst, no desires at all. I hope I get out of this soon. Have to work tonight, regardless. Bleh.
    Monday, February 25th, 2008
    11:57 am
    stupid cold
    Arrgh. I got a cold last night. Lost In Translation helped a lot this morning, but I think sleep is needed. Now.
    Thursday, February 14th, 2008
    7:46 am
    I offered to buy some dark chocolate Lindt truffles for one of my female customers this morning. She seemed pretty down, and agreed. When I actually brought them up to the register, she demurred, and gave me a big hug. I hope she is happier now.

    Current Music: Sarah Mclachlan - Ice Cream
    Sunday, February 10th, 2008
    9:47 pm
    whee
    For your viewing pleasure/enjoyment: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9r9sQ6PHOM
    Sunday, February 3rd, 2008
    1:41 pm
    I wonder how much I am influenced by other people while talking to them, and how much they are influenced by me. Who has the greater pull? I've been getting into some really interesting conversations at work with total strangers, ranging from religion to music to pretty much anything.

    It's awful how many people that I come into contact with are unhappy, and/or unassertive. I don't know whether to smack them or hug them.

    Current Music: James - Space
    Thursday, January 31st, 2008
    10:40 am
    grumble grumble
    I almost never log onto Myspace, but today I did. And couldn't check my mail. And couldn't check my friend invites. And couldn't do anything. Bugger.
    Tuesday, January 29th, 2008
    2:19 pm
    Fine - by James
    I'm a boomerang
    In the outback
    Keep your throwing arm steady
    So I get home
    I'm a vampire bat
    Out of Shanghai
    Haven't eaten for four days
    I've ordered in, Chinese takeaway

    I show more than I hide
    I care more than I cry
    I'm a phonograph baby
    My wires are live
    And I'm in crisscross

    Fine. Fine. I feel fine. Fine.

    I'm a fortune cookie
    Full of cheap advice
    I'm a suicide rookie
    Blowing last call

    I show more than I hide
    Care more than I can cry
    I'm a phonograph baby
    My wires are live
    And I'm in crisscross

    Fine. Fine. I feel fine. Fine.

    Fine. Fine. I feel fine. Fine.
    I feel fine. Fine. I feel fine. Fine.
    I feel fine. Fine.

    All you said. And all you heard. It's all played back, and I'm on last call.
    All you said. And all you heard. It's all played back, and I'm on last call.
    All you said. And all you heard. It's all played back, and I'm on last call.
    All you said. And all you heard. It's all played back, and I'm on last call.
    Saturday, January 5th, 2008
    12:52 pm
    Youtube
    Uh oh, I just discovered I can favorite videos on Youtube. So far I have chosen 14, and one doesn't even have video. But I love the song.

    http://youtube.com/profile_favorites?user=hakeswill1
    Saturday, December 22nd, 2007
    7:38 am
    Shining - by James
    I hold a vision that all visions are impure
    The rising of the serpent, the apple and the fall
    Don't trust the angels, may be devils in disguise
    Don't trust this preacher, all his words won't make him wise
    There are no promises that anyone can speak
    The future's full of secrets
    The past can never keep

    Yes I know, I'm falling down
    This incline is far too steep
    Tell me when I hit the ground
    You're too high for me to reach

    We can weather uncharted oceans
    Though the map reads lost at sea
    When we break through or get broken
    Will you stand here close to me
    Close to me

    You are the universe and God knows I'm the fool
    I've journeyed 'round the outer worlds to return home to you
    I've found a lover, knows me better than myself
    Sees through all my subtle lies and touches me to health

    We can weather uncharted oceans
    Though the map reads lost at sea
    When we break through or get broken
    Will you stand here close to me
    Close to me

    We can weather uncharted oceans
    Though the map reads lost at sea
    When we break through or get broken
    Will you stand here close to me

    Here comes the choices
    It's consume or be consumed
    Jump if you feel crazy
    And jump if you're no fool
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